DILEMMA

In everyones life at some point there comes a time when we have to make a tough decision. The dos and don'ts of life make things more worse. But what happens when we have to choose between what is right and what we desire ??

I am in a dilemma today,

two different ways and I am the prey.

One is reality, other my dear dream,

I feel trapped in the worldly realm.

My dream is what I want,

but reality always haunt.

Having many sleepless nights,

dream is dream but reality bites.

I know my dreams will break my heart,

and reality will give my life a new start.

But I want to tread the path untrodden,

to do a deed which will remain unforgotten.

My dilemma is taking its turn,

a problem I can't outrun.

The one I love or the one who loves me,

I am confused thoroughly.

No matter which road in the end I take,

I know I will be ruthlessly betrayed.

- Anchal

Love Beyond Reality

Once in our lifetime we have all read love stories and have been mesmerized by them. We all dream for the same thing to happen to us in reality, waiting for our prince or princess to come by. Love stories just transfer us to a whole new world and give our thinking a new dimension and changing the meaning of love completely. Now we not only want sincere love in return but also want our partner to be more than perfect. He/She shouldn’t only be one we love but ‘THE ONE’. We want everyone to envy us. Be it a prince on a horse or a vampire in a Volvo.

But is it the wrong thing to ask for all this? Are we getting over-obsessed and demanding alot from our love? OR Don’t we have a right to choose the qualities in the person we love? Is it really possible that we remain in contact 24x7? Be together forever and ever and everrrrrr……. We have heard it in almost every story.

No, it isn’t that I am against love stories; in fact I too am a huge fan of them. Enchanted by them, I too want to create a fairytale of my own. Love isn’t about loving the perfect person but to love them so much that we become blind to their imperfections. Be together or not our heart knows that the person too feels the same for us.

Is it really possible to have a happy ending in reality? Or these are just to satiate our hunger for good things that aren’t happening in real?

Questions remains unanswered and

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Love stories v/s reality continues….

If you don’t feel the same continue the debate...

You weren't there...

This is one of the best piece of my writing...hope u like it..do comment..

I was there standing,waiting for a kind soul to pull me out of my loneliness. I thought that my prince charming will come and take me away, rescue me from this unkind, cruel world where agony was raining on me. I waited and waited just to see the mere sight of my love which will give me enough hope to wait yet another thousand years. But to my pain I was left to suffer. Was it war, was it pre-planned, was it some calamity that resisted my dear to reach me? I had trust, full faith in my love that he will by hook or crook pull me out of the cruel web. He will conquer the world and curl me around him to feel the warmth of his heart. But these were dreams which were meant to be shattered. Shattering dreams broke my heart, fetched me into the reality and showed the true face of the world. My rosy picture was in pieces. I was left catering a tender soul mourning. The promises, the memories, the dreams all turned into a nightmare. He promised, he will not leave me even after death, whatever the world says he will always be my side. But ahh!!! to my sorrow, on just one sight of my upcoming misery you vanished. I was waiting, waiting and waiting, but you weren't there.......

SUICIDE LETTER

I know what I am going to do is not the right thing but this is the only way to free myself and others from my troubles. I am a problem for everyone no wonder they call me selfish. I never knew where I went wrong. Knowingly or unknowingly I have been the cause of pain for my loved ones. I know that they love me and I love them deeply from my heart but don’t know why nothing is working out. The only solution to the problem ME is I’m myself. I will have to die to free others. Everybody thinks that I am useless. For my siblings I am a possessive and selfish elder sister who won’t share even a piece of paper with them. For my mother I am a rude daughter behaving like a pendulum, never sticking to her decisions. For my father I am the laziest person on earth who won’t even give a glass of water to a dieing soul. For my friends I am a dumb girl who wont help them in the need of the hour. I never fulfilled anybody’s expectations. I won’t say that I gave my best but I did tried but as usual nothing went as I wanted it to.
I made my mother cry , my father angry and my siblings pleading for help. There is no use of such a person living on earth.
Will things change after I die? I hope so. Things will be better for a change. Everybody will live peacefully. Nobody will be there to fight with them.
No mum its not your fault. You gave me all the love in the world. You are the best mother in the whole universe. Always standing by me whenever I needed you. You were my support system. And not to forget, you are the best cook.
No dad its not your fault either. You fulfilled all my wishes. I said it and I got it. You were my inspiration of a strong person who can stand tall in times of hardships. Though I never got the courage to say it but I love u pa.
No my siblings you are not to be blamed. You made me laugh at the silliest things. You made my life cheerful and bright and without you my life would have been very dull.
No my friends you did nothing wrong. You made me bold, you made me strong.
I am the one to what all is happening to me.
To one and all, please forgive me, I know not what to do.
I am sorry ma for all I did. I am sorry pa for never listening to you. I am sorry siblings for everything. I am sorry world for I came in it.
My pain in my poem:
What will happen when I will die,
Will anyone come to my grave and cry.
Tell my kin to be bold and brave,
And put red roses on my grave.
Will anyone wish for my resting soul,
Troubled, climbing unending wall.
My love don’t shed your crystal tears,
I am lying in peace, overcame my fears….
Its not that I don’t love u all, I love u alot but don’t know how to express it.
For now that I am hollow within an have no strength and will to live anymore, I heartily say GOODBYE and if you love me, please don’t cry when I die.
With lots of love.

LOVE

Well as u all know that I am a budding writer, so here is a piece of my writing. Do comment

LOVE

Everyone says that being in love is the best thing that can happen to anyone in this whole world but for me it is nothing but a bane. It's said that it is better to have loved and lost then never to have loved at all. Well, the same thing happened with me , I loved, I loved with all my heart but i lost too. I put my whole life on stake just for the sake of love. I loved with all my passion. When I first met his eyes I thought no one will ever take his place, well no one didn't either, but I wasn't same in my case. Something more important than me came into his life. But I still immensely loved him, a blindfold of his love covered my eyes - truely I was blind in his love. Trust which bonded me to him was also fake, fake just like his promises. But I blamed myself for my miseries. I thought due to my mistake he wasn't talking to me . I kept cursing myself. I dragged myself into the world of sorrow. Some kind souls tried to help me and even warned me against him but my love made me deaf. I was punished very well for my mistake, he left me , left me all alone after igniting my desires. I cried
till my tears ran dry. My love was never reciprocated back. I longed for his appreciation but he merely thought me as a toy, a non- living thing who doesn't have emotions. After a long hardship, I realised my mistake. Now , I have become a stone, but still beneath that hard rock lies a mellow heart still beating for that someone special, waiting till the eternity.It is true that no one cane forget there first love and I didn't either.

- ANCHAL VARSHNEY

My first trip in the bus without my mum!!

For everybody it may be the simplest task to do on the earth but not for me. Travelling in the bus and that to without my mom was truly horrifying. I had to go to my institute and my mom insisted me to go by the bus. I cried the hell out of me that I won't go but she wasn't ready. She wanted me to be independent which I wasn't. Well, at last she persuaded me, I threatened her that today I am going but I won't go again. My eyes all red I went to the bus stop, I felt
embarrassed. I missed two buses and then sat in the bus which was looking little empty. The most bad thing in the bus is that everybody stares you especially the men. I felt as if is killing them all. My stop wasn't far but my heart was racing. And when my stop came I gave the money to the conductor( it was a charted bus) and quickly got down the bus. I felt as if I achieved the biggest thing in my life . I was very happy but still worried that I have to go back home also. When my class got over, I thought about how to go back and all of a sudden I saw my mum waiting outside for me. I couldn't believe my eyes. Well, my dear mum was worried about me, it's not her fault, it's me. No matter what I can never do anything without my mum.
In the last a quote by none other than me, " YOU WILL HAVE TO CHANGE FOR THE WORLD, THE WORLD WILL NOT CHANGE FOR YOU." And that happened with me!!

- ANCHAL VARSHNEY