Monday, April 16, 2007

LOVE

Well as u all know that I am a budding writer, so here is a piece of my writing. Do comment

LOVE

Everyone says that being in love is the best thing that can happen to anyone in this whole world but for me it is nothing but a bane. It's said that it is better to have loved and lost then never to have loved at all. Well, the same thing happened with me , I loved, I loved with all my heart but i lost too. I put my whole life on stake just for the sake of love. I loved with all my passion. When I first met his eyes I thought no one will ever take his place, well no one didn't either, but I wasn't same in my case. Something more important than me came into his life. But I still immensely loved him, a blindfold of his love covered my eyes - truely I was blind in his love. Trust which bonded me to him was also fake, fake just like his promises. But I blamed myself for my miseries. I thought due to my mistake he wasn't talking to me . I kept cursing myself. I dragged myself into the world of sorrow. Some kind souls tried to help me and even warned me against him but my love made me deaf. I was punished very well for my mistake, he left me , left me all alone after igniting my desires. I cried
till my tears ran dry. My love was never reciprocated back. I longed for his appreciation but he merely thought me as a toy, a non- living thing who doesn't have emotions. After a long hardship, I realised my mistake. Now , I have become a stone, but still beneath that hard rock lies a mellow heart still beating for that someone special, waiting till the eternity.It is true that no one cane forget there first love and I didn't either.

- ANCHAL VARSHNEY

Wednesday, April 11, 2007

My first trip in the bus without my mum!!

For everybody it may be the simplest task to do on the earth but not for me. Travelling in the bus and that to without my mom was truly horrifying. I had to go to my institute and my mom insisted me to go by the bus. I cried the hell out of me that I won't go but she wasn't ready. She wanted me to be independent which I wasn't. Well, at last she persuaded me, I threatened her that today I am going but I won't go again. My eyes all red I went to the bus stop, I felt
embarrassed. I missed two buses and then sat in the bus which was looking little empty. The most bad thing in the bus is that everybody stares you especially the men. I felt as if is killing them all. My stop wasn't far but my heart was racing. And when my stop came I gave the money to the conductor( it was a charted bus) and quickly got down the bus. I felt as if I achieved the biggest thing in my life . I was very happy but still worried that I have to go back home also. When my class got over, I thought about how to go back and all of a sudden I saw my mum waiting outside for me. I couldn't believe my eyes. Well, my dear mum was worried about me, it's not her fault, it's me. No matter what I can never do anything without my mum.
In the last a quote by none other than me, " YOU WILL HAVE TO CHANGE FOR THE WORLD, THE WORLD WILL NOT CHANGE FOR YOU." And that happened with me!!

- ANCHAL VARSHNEY